Saturday, November 29, 2008

Highly upset

omg, literally! i just discovered today, that my bank has been giving me penalties! $35 penalty, and also $140!!!! now im -$219!!!!! WTF!!!!!! im highly upset by this, and it's the weekend!!!! like who told them to do that? what did i ever do to them? this just ruined my entire weekend.

Thursday, November 27, 2008

jAm session

what have i been listening to? here you go:

slim - love's crazy
good lovin ft fabolous and ryan leslie
so gone ft faith evans
heels on ft yung berg and deezo

ace hood - dj khaled presents ace hood gutta
get em up
guns high ft r. city
cash flow ft rick ross, t-pain
money ova here
get him
call me ft lloyd
top of the world

shontell - shontelligence
roll it
focus pon me

kanye west - 808s & heartbreaks

kevin rudolf - in the city

lee carr
act like that

ludacris - theater of the mind
wish you would ft t.i.
one more drink ft t-pain
call up the homies ft the game and willy northpole

beyonce - i am....sasha fierce
broken-hearted girl
video phone

t-pain - thr33 ringz
reality show

busy signal - tic toc (single) [also is itunes free single of the week, check it out if you into reggae/dancehall]

It's been a while...

well, ive been busy. 1] i have a 20 pg paper for my marketing class, 2] i also have a paper for english class. those are the two things occupying my time.

but the real reason i came on here was to express some feelings, maybe someone can help me out?

okay so theres this guy i like. ive known him since like february or so, when i started playing softball at school. hes a cool guy, a little shy though. last semester, he was talking to one of my friends and i never really thought much about him, except that he was cute... well things didnt work out for him and my friend. but when we came back to school this semester, i developed a crush on him, like huge. idk if it was because he cut his hair, and looked even better than before... well, it wasnt till mid-october that i told him about my crush. and that's only because my ex-roomie, who is good friends with him, practically forced me to. well, he "knows" now. idk if he realizes that i really do like him. well, my [reliable source] told me that he was already talking to some girl. and i could tell she didn't really like her, cuz she describe her by saying " the freshie in the other house, that watches porn with her roommate" [ewh] well, i heard from someone else that the chick was a pretty easy girl. ive even seen pics of her making out with her roomie [ so much for katy perry's i kissed a girl] and also pics of them using the bathroom, butt showing and tissue in hand! i couldve cared less about the girl, except for the fact that i found out via facebook, that he decided to give her relationship status on his bday! how much more of n idiot can he be! i mean he can be ditzy n ackward, but i thought i heard you were just gonna hit it and dip? [which btw would not be happening with me by any chance] im sorta mad at him! it couldve been any girl but her! well what can i say. i cant really get mad at him, can i? 1] hes not my boyfriend 2] we werent even talking 3] he probably doesnt even know i like him that much..... idk if i feel hurt or what. hes the 1st guy i can say i really like since my last relationship ended two yrs ago. then, theres the issue of race: hes white, not even BLACK, my parents are african! could it be any worse? idk if he doesnt like black girls.... i wish i knew for sure, then maybe thatll help me stop liking him [ although my ex-roomie wouldnt have pushed my to tell him, or say that she thinks we should talk....] but i can't... he's intelligent, but dumb enough to make that chick his girl..... and then on top of that, my friends hype me up, because he always says hi to me. idk if he's just tryna be nice? or could he like me a lil? they say hes pressed to say hi to me. then one time we were in the cafeteria at the same time. and i was talking to this guy who was my friends old roomie. i didnt see him, but he was close to us, and when we left the caf, my friends told me he looked mad, cuz i was talking to that boy! why do my friends do this to me?!? they get me excited, but then he never said anything to me about the crush. does he wanna take up my offer? or if he just being the sweet guy he is? oh my......

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Bear with me!!!!!

yeah, so now that im back home, i find out that the wireless router doesnt work, so im kinda in a hard place because i have limited internet access!!!

Saturday, November 22, 2008

Kinda feels good to be back home


i might be tired, but im glad to be sleeping in my own queen size bed. i missed my lavender walls, after looking at the ivory concrete ones at school... i started to do some cleaning in my room. you know, what it nice and clean everytime i come home......

well, i found a great show: the starter wife. i had downloaded the free episode on iTunes, like a couple weeks ago, but never watched it until yesterday evening. its actually not a bad show. i like it, and in the process of watching it, missed my show the game. oh well. now im catching up on all episodes of each csi i missed. csi: miami and ny down, csi to go. and after that, maybe i'll start some work. i am after all back for thansgiving.....

btw, ever heard of koreatown? thats different. im pretty sure a lot of major cities have their own chinatown, which usually includes other asian nationalities other chinese. but i just saw koreatown on csi.... hmmm.... interesting

Wednesday, November 19, 2008


omg i just been so busy and too tired. yesterday i was running back and forth to the bursar/registars office to have my tuition paid and get my classes for next semester scheduled for me. now im getting ready, on my way to my lit class, engl 201, that starts at 6 30..... g2g

Monday, November 17, 2008

oh my god.......

if y'all dont get off eliving.......... it seems that everyone is on right now tryna get their housing at main campus. but since 12 pm? well i dont blame them, you gotta fill them forms out asap, or you wont be living anywhere.

but i guess they realized the flow of students submitting contract requests was so much, so they stopped it until later. i feel bad, because i was playing around on the computer and then decided to just add melnay as my roomie. it worked, but when i came back to the website to do it for my friend domo and bernie, that message came up.... oops! how was i supposed to know that the server was gonna work just that once?

anyways, i didnt get enough sleep last night, so i kinda dozed off at the end of cas 175. did you get that? at the end not at the beginning. wow. well i came back to take a nap, cuz i was tired and not feeling well. then i aint go to my french class. oh well.... i know it's once a week, but i dont even need it. its just a refresher for me, cuz after 3 years of high school french and 1 year without it, i need to hit the F5 button on my brain.

at least i'm prepared for my engl 201 class. last nights reading was Where Are You Going, Where Have You Been? by Joyce Carol Oates. it was and interesting story. but im not sure what the point of it was.... because idk if the main character connie is supposed to be kidnapped by arnold, who she saw at the drive in restaurant where all the teenage kids hang out at night. well i'll find out in our discussion of tonights class. *sigh*

Sunday, November 16, 2008

i know youre prolly tired of hearing this

but i hate being broke!!!!! well just got back from applebees with my girls. i couldnt eat anymore because on of my wisdom teeth keeps poking the top of my gum, and its killing me. *sigh*

at least my phone got cut back on, at least for now. whos knows whatll happen next?

btw, it was raining this morning, and kinda humid. but now all of a sudden its mad cold outside, i had to slip on my gloves. man, pennsylvania weather is crazy....

Saturday, November 15, 2008

hey girl! [guys not excluded]

here's an online magazine you can check out. i just got this month's newsletter, and thought i should pass it on:


Oh God, could my life get any worse...

ughhhhhhhhh................ seriously, why me? [btw, i like that song also, why me? ft. musiq soulchild - ice cube] i woke up today, and found out i can only make emergency calls from my phone! then upon that my money transfer didnt come through. and know i just checked my school email to find out that i have a hold on my account which is going to prevent me from registering for spring courses on tuesday!!! WHY?!?

okay, so it seems like my daddy hasnt paid our phone bill yet, huh? i wonder what other bills havent been paid yet..... woke up to see that i dont have any money in my account, and now i cant even go to walmart and get some bottled water, that i just found out that i've run out! and then i wake up to see that my friends finished my juices while i was sleep! what else could go wrong? oh yeah, mel has a flat, and dont really wanna drive nowhere. we were supposed to have brunch at panera, how gay LOL. ugh, and im gettin hungry! since i got up, i just had a jimmy dean breakfast sandwich and a lil burrito....why, why why

Friday, November 14, 2008

Once Again

yes, once again i am bored. i missed my sociology class this morning because i woke up late. oh well, we dont do anything in the class anyways.... however my friend mel/melnay told me that there was a very good presentation i missed. i went to my propaganda class at 10. we had a debate about whether there are subliminal messages and whether they are effective.

well, i only have two classes on fridays, so i went to chill with my ex roomie. and we started to play pictionaryman, which is like the new version of pictionary, it's mad cool.

melnay called me to see what i was doing, and asked me to meet her and the rest of our friends in the cafeteria.... had lunch and sat for like an hour... we were gonna go to this house, that is going to be on extreme makeover, and say "move that bus!" you know, like how they do on the show, but we couldnt find out where it was exactly.... so scratch that off of today's to do list, and life experience list LOL. well, maybe we'll go to the olive garden tonight... idk, like i said before, i am broke. hopefully tomorrow, my automatic transfer will come through so i can try to survive one more week before i go back home to d.c. for thanksgiving. yay!!!! lls.

im just gonna take a lil nap, maybe like 30 mins [you know, don't wanna mess up my REM sleep], then do some work in my french workbook, maybe i'll try to find some more info for my marketing project. *sigh*

Thursday, November 13, 2008

jAm session

so these are some of the stuff i've been listening to as of late:

paper touchin remix ft fat joe, jadakiss and fabolous - red cafe
she's gone - brutha [new group of brothers tryna come up in the business]
heartless - kanye west
pop champagne ft juelz santana - ron browz & jim jones
let's just do it ft tlc & missy elliot - left eye
can't believe it remix ft justin timberlake - t pain
kidulthood to adulthood - maniac and bashy
just stand up - various artists
in ya phone ft fabolous - trey songz
and so much more!

Day 1

so this is my first blog.....interesting..... the only reason why i started this blog is because i am bored at the moment. i dont want to study right's a thursday nite! and you know what thats all aboout: thirsty thursdays!!! and boy am i

i was thinkin, maybe i wouldnt be so bored if i studied, but thats all my friend berniemac does.... she studies her brains out. always studyin for her physiology class. or maybe i wouldnt be bored if i had a boyfriend, but that sounds so low of me. i am after all an independent woman, right? or maybe if i went off campus, but times is hard. honestly, i currently have $1.04 in my checking. how sad....

but yeah, a lil bit bout myself. i am currently a sophomore at penn state university [psu] (but at one of the commonwealth campuses: mont alto). i am trying to pursue my dream of being a chef. i still am not sure of what i want to do with my life. my parents tell me to take it up with the G-O-D, which is something i am disgraced to say that i havent done yet. I NEED JESUS!!!!!! but yeah anyways, i can't do culinary arts at psu, so i have decided to pursue a career in french, the business option. maybe i'll do a semester abroad in france, and hopefully make some connections over there. but yeah.... lemme find something to do wit myself. catch you on the flip side