well, im kind of an emotional wreck right now. i just got out of my FR202 class almost an hr ago... and im feeling overwhelmed. the semester has just begun, so i know some ppl will probly give me the side eye.
well, leaving FR202, and turning in the homework, i find out that i've been reading the syllabus wrong, and have only been doing half the homework. and i wondered why the teach wrote 'devoirs incomplet' when i got it back. and she doesnt take late work.
so as i turned away from the teach to leave, tears started to form and started dropping before i even left the room. i hope no one saw me, cuz i was trying really hard for no one TO see me cry.
well, you mite think oh, its just 2 homeworks at the beginning of the semester... well its not just that for me. im really starting to think that ive chosen the wrong major. maybe french with business option is not the major i shld be pursuing.
more tears fell w/in the the past hour in my room. i just feel so useless. like ive been wasting my time, let alone think of the money its cost so far.
im barely catching on in FR202, and in FR201 im feelin like a idiot, like ppl are looking at me like 'how did she get in FR201' because its hard for me to speak of the top of my head. ive got to practice and brainstorm what i plan on saying...
i feel like im not in the rite place rite now.
and im not liking it.
i think i wanna cry some more. im not gonna go to ACCTG recitation. its not manditory. even though i know i need it. im just gonna not go today. im takin some personal time.
i'll probly fall asleep or something, watch a movie or something, and just contemplate on what a mess im making of myself...
p.s. im pretty sure i have some mistakes. but oh well.
soooooo..... you know iDo adore Lemar and his music (;
and iHear he has a new single and video out, 'The Way Love Goes'
#letsbehonest tho cuz iDidnt cop his last album. why? well, lets just say iWasnt feelin the first single so therefore it affected my whole opinion on the cd. iKnow, i'm wrong for that right? oh well.... my 2nd excuse wld be that iHavent been to NY in a while, to go to the Virgin music store [thats the only place iCan get a physical cd!] where iGot The Truth About Love.
well, i'll cop it the next time im in NY...
but yeah, back to this new video/single... im liking the concept of it. idk if i've ever seen a music video w/ a Rubik's cube thing goin on... have you?
so im Quite sure folks have all heard about The Hills star Heidi Montag and her "10 surgeries-in-one-day" new look. She's "addicted to [plastic] surgeries".
see iNever used to watch The Hills, or even Laguna Beach, until this past year or so [the season where Lauren Conrad leaves], so when iSaw an old pic of Hiedi, iThought "ewh. she def did upgrade." cuz she was really lookin like a Plain Jane, but not ugly....
well, like the title of this, how much is TOO much??
honestly, she overdid it... idk if she did/didnt get plastic surgery to look like the Heidi we've been seeing the past couple seasons of The Hills [after a 1st round of plastic surgery], but she DEF overdid it. she looks like a different person!! im not sure if thats what plastic surgery is sposed to be all about... [although we did see that w the beloved late MJ]. and now she's saying that she is "NOT addicted".
[just look how they forgot about THE OBAMAS, who shld be MORE important that her, they got the top right hand corner. smh]
how does Heidi now look in the mirror and still see "herself" i'd be ttly freaked out if iEver NOT looked like what i've been seeing in the mirror my whole life!
iJust want to know what she is thinking... and what also has me thinking is, isnt she a really religious/Catholic person? if so, why all the surgery?? it just baffles me! [personally iThink the new Heidi Montag is ugly and OLD looking! and she's only 23!! just 2yrs older than me!! smh]
so today on twitter, Corinne Bailey Rae posted a link to listen exclusively to her new album, The Sea!!!! im actually listening rite now! im lovin 'Are You Here' which is a tribute to her late husband [RIP Jason Rae]
so iWas working on a post last week when my browser froze... turns outs that somehow a fake antivirus got on my computer. iHad to manually shut down my laptop... blah blah blah, my internet wasnt working, and iHad to get my laptop fixed, so iWill have it back 2moro afternoon!! yay! lol.
iHavent done a music post in a while.... so iThought i'd bring it back with this post 'Who Killed IT?'
'Slow Love'. when iFirst heard it, it was a leak, or rather something leftover from the sessions of her last album....
however sometime ago [iDont remember how long ago], iCame across Brandy's version of the song
hmmmm. now iDont want to bias anyone's opinion since iWas rocking the Beyonce version first, but iHonestly think that Brandy's version is better. At least, iLike her's better.
What do you think?
* i have gotten some slack [apparently a complaint from DMCA about this post] i'd appreciate if it cld be explained to me. [iDidnt even receive the supposed email they say was sent to me...] but to enjoy this post in its entirety, go ahead and google both 'slow love beyonce' OR 'slow love brandy' to listen to the songs.
so. iCame to find out that Rihanna is putting out a 144pg photo book, The Last Girl On Earth, in June... ok... iMite check it out... maybe not BUY it but if iCan find it, iPeep it... stay tuned for the cover...
ok, so on a blog iFollow, iSaw that Keri Hilson was listed as one of the ppl that stepped it up when they got a stylist [the "former" tomboy...]
even though iBeg to differ at times, the one thing iCAN say is that iThink Keri's hair is ALWAYS on point!!!!!
[hairstyle iDIDNT like was: the assymetrical cut, big no no. and recently when she wore it loosely curled, in general iWasnt likin the way she looked, makeup hair engh. she had a five-head not a forehead]